It has been a long two weeks since Josh has came home to Rexburg. I can't even say how many times he has changed his mind in where we're gonna go. first off, we were just gonna both find jobs in Idaho Falls and move there, save up, then try moving back down to Vegas. I thought that could be good. Still be by family, but i can handle IF a bit more than Rexburg. IF seemed like it had everything we needed there. still close to family, apartments are cheaper, there's more things to do, And of course...WINCO!! cheap gas, it has it all for us just to start out and there's lots of job opportunites there for us both. I don't know what's wrong with just sticking with that plan.
Then Josh decides he and his friend from DI wanted to move down to Salt Lake City and start a truck driving thing. You can make great money. It's hard to start out, but after the first month it is great money. Now i think this is a great plan for us. I love Salt Lake, and it's a city i've been to a ton of times, and i feel more comfortable. (and remember, i love the city life!) And there's some of both of our families down there and it's not too far from Rexburg. The one thing i would absolutely hate is it would require Josh to be away from me for like 2 days at a time. And that would SUCK. But since it wouldn't be permanent, it's great money and we really could work up on saving and it'd be awesome. But then again...
And just YESTERDAY, Josh and his friend from DI decided they wanted to be Bounty Hunters. Oh Gosh. The good thing about this job is we could go anywhere. California, Vegas, Arizona, Texas, Florida, New York...We could go anywhere and that would be soo nice. They pay pretty good, the only thing about this is we wouldn't know how constand the money would come. And you need to be well known basically, to get the calls and whatnot. So we decided that was basically a no. too bad. i would LOVE to go to new york and be a hairstylist!!!
And now josh just came home at lunch and says let's move to MONTANA!! and not just montana...EAST Montana!! where there is absolutely nothing over there. When me and Josh were just thinking about marriage, i said there were a few places i would NOT move, and the top of the list was MONTANA! Where he wants to go is Miles city. with only 10,000 people in it! I'm definitely a city girl. I cannot stand how small Rexburg is and we have about 30,000! How the monkey am i supposed to go to that smaller town when i can't even stand my small town?! There is nothing. But then again...there's a ton of job opportunities there. Seriously...there's a help wanted sign for a haircutting place (i think Great Clips) and it's been up forever. And even McDonalds pays like $10 or plus dollars an hour!!! So now i have a dilemma...do i want a place with things to do so we're not stuck being inside and not have any date nights?! or do i want money?! ugh...it's frustrating! i said if we go, we are there a year TOPS. absolutely no more than a year. I dont think i could handle that. Now what to do? i hate being a big kid and having to make all these decisions now. don't get me wrong, i love being so independent and being married is the best, but i have never been able to make decisions.
With all this confusion, i am still excited to see what happens and where we'll end up. It's nervous, it's scary, it's exciting. I can't wait to see where we end up. hopefully we'll know soon and it'll hopefully work this time and i'm excited. i'll keep you posted!!
Then Josh decides he and his friend from DI wanted to move down to Salt Lake City and start a truck driving thing. You can make great money. It's hard to start out, but after the first month it is great money. Now i think this is a great plan for us. I love Salt Lake, and it's a city i've been to a ton of times, and i feel more comfortable. (and remember, i love the city life!) And there's some of both of our families down there and it's not too far from Rexburg. The one thing i would absolutely hate is it would require Josh to be away from me for like 2 days at a time. And that would SUCK. But since it wouldn't be permanent, it's great money and we really could work up on saving and it'd be awesome. But then again...
And just YESTERDAY, Josh and his friend from DI decided they wanted to be Bounty Hunters. Oh Gosh. The good thing about this job is we could go anywhere. California, Vegas, Arizona, Texas, Florida, New York...We could go anywhere and that would be soo nice. They pay pretty good, the only thing about this is we wouldn't know how constand the money would come. And you need to be well known basically, to get the calls and whatnot. So we decided that was basically a no. too bad. i would LOVE to go to new york and be a hairstylist!!!
And now josh just came home at lunch and says let's move to MONTANA!! and not just montana...EAST Montana!! where there is absolutely nothing over there. When me and Josh were just thinking about marriage, i said there were a few places i would NOT move, and the top of the list was MONTANA! Where he wants to go is Miles city. with only 10,000 people in it! I'm definitely a city girl. I cannot stand how small Rexburg is and we have about 30,000! How the monkey am i supposed to go to that smaller town when i can't even stand my small town?! There is nothing. But then again...there's a ton of job opportunities there. Seriously...there's a help wanted sign for a haircutting place (i think Great Clips) and it's been up forever. And even McDonalds pays like $10 or plus dollars an hour!!! So now i have a dilemma...do i want a place with things to do so we're not stuck being inside and not have any date nights?! or do i want money?! ugh...it's frustrating! i said if we go, we are there a year TOPS. absolutely no more than a year. I dont think i could handle that. Now what to do? i hate being a big kid and having to make all these decisions now. don't get me wrong, i love being so independent and being married is the best, but i have never been able to make decisions.
With all this confusion, i am still excited to see what happens and where we'll end up. It's nervous, it's scary, it's exciting. I can't wait to see where we end up. hopefully we'll know soon and it'll hopefully work this time and i'm excited. i'll keep you posted!!
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